under statement

Have you ever got the feeling that starts in your chest and the more you think the more it begins to take over. The more it moves inside you, and the more it starts to grab at every belief you once had.

You sit there and you scream to no one but yourself, but at the same time you pray that he can hear you. Although you know deep down he doesn't care.
You can't help but watch as it all falls away. Your fragile existence being pulled part by part and you remember the promise you broke. "i will never do this again"

Look at you, your just becoming what you said you hated.

Why the fuck do we ruin it all with three words?
How can three words you swore you'd never speak come out your mouth so easy?


One day, i want to say hello to someone and never have to say goodbye.
Though even in my dreams this statement is impossible.