Another repetitive dream

From the safety of my window I watch the sun set. The end of another day, another day a single thought is lost. As the sun moved between the last remaining branches, I wondered if we were reconnected by the same beauty that once brought us together. Silently I placed my hand on the cold stained window as if I was waiting for your interment touch. For you to reach out and grasp it, to keep me safe like "once upon a time". Although that almost seems like forever ago and yet, I waited.
like always, I waited.
Today I turned my back on perfection as my heart silently began to break, bit by bit.
I wish I recalled those rare moments where you made me believe love exists. Because of you I spend so long waiting with a heart that was never meant to beat beside yours.
Do you remember the night you told me you'd die for me?
You cant imagine how much it hurt when you pretended I was your everything
You told me to wait. Tonight I waited.
Tonight there was no safety barrier between the setting sun. No window left for protection.
I took one last look at a life I was willing to leave behind.

With six word left I pray they realise you were the last on my mind.