I'm not quite sure why I'm feeling like this.
It could be from the lack of sleep,
or maybe the rush of thoughts beckoning through my mind.
maybe i want more then whats being offered.
Feels like I'm going to loose again, and such short notice.
What am i doing?
I'm hoping this all sticks to plan,
wishing a certain something would go my way.
Silently screaming to know the answers behind my questions.
But not wanting to know the truth,
yes?
no?
Seconds tick by now.
Where am i going with this?
Somewhere safe i hope.
