Usually i write in a third perspective and never really about myself.
Most of the stuff on my blog is used in my writing folder, whether they be drafts or something i personally like, I'll usually just chuck it on here and let you read for yourself. I never write about myself, my day or generally how i feel.
Decided I'd give it a shot.
Past few months have been draining, consisting of the same things day in day out.
Five days a week i am stuck at a place i don't like, learning things I'm hardly interested in.
I'm holding a job at the moment to earn money i don't need and work for people who frankly don't care.
Because i like to 'push myself' i am now playing basketball again, a major mistake as i hardly enjoy the sport..
This leaves me with zero time to write because I'm always out there contributing, no time to myself.
Yet a certain someone is beginning to pull me out of this rut, one person who knows exactly how to make me smile,
a honest real smile, what more could i ask for?
VCE is on its way and I'm struggling with year 10 as it is. Hardly know wh, but feels like I'm not getting there fast enough.
Now being asked to choose subjects that determine what i do with the rest of my life kind of worries me. I have no motivation anymore, or i lack the ability to care? Either way i guess.
I'm saving up to go to Queensland if you were interested.
Not that Ive gotten very far as my past two pay checks have gone to my phone bill. Once cheap flights are available i will book. I miss the warmth, I miss the way everything seems better up there, I miss my grandparents and i just generally miss everything about Queensland.
For such a rough year it has gone pretty fast, tomorrow is the first of September.
Which means the first day of spring, which means less layers and maybe a bit of sun
(not too much though I'm still a fan of winter just over the rain and being sick)
I really am not sure what else there is too write, i have nothing to get off my chest.
I guess I'm a little stuck
