Listening to the voice of others is hard.
Listening to someone you care most about is harder,
harder then you'd understand.
Being confronted with the hurt i bring upon someone,
is a new thing you know.
You learn that when blinded by anger, words become a river.
They begin to flow
Sometimes you begin to drown in the words you don't want to say,
Sometimes six words is too much.
I cant understand what its like to care so much for someone else.
this is not like me and yet,
it seems like i want this more then imaginable.
Will you ever understand that to its full extent?
It scares me, that today might not be like yesterday or the day before,
that something so perfect can break with words i never meant.
I will try.
I will push through the barrier and show you I'm worth it,
believe me.
