Every moment I have learnt to cherish. As every moment I fear I’ll wake up to another empty bed.
That one day you won’t be there anymore and simple memories will flood my mind. Then before I notice, days will pass and I won’t recall if this ever really happened.
I begin to wonder what its like to be so perfect. I know that you hate it when I call you this, but there are no other words to describe you, then sometimes I begin to wonder why you make this so hard?
Why the only thing I ever ask for is always too distant away. All I have ever asked from you is to care, to listen and to understand for just a second what its like to see you like this.
But now with every kiss I lean for is another way to hold onto something I can’t quite have.
Unlike you I know what will happen.
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From the corner of my eye, you are always there.
Sometimes I find it hard to believe you’re real.
Sometimes I don’t even believe you are.
